I really do not know how to start my blog entry. You might have thought; why write then? But somehow or rather, I decided to post regardless what kind of trash I might end up with! As precaution, you can either just close your window and move on doing something more worth your time ... or you can read on and see what I end up writing. Most of us tend to do certain things because of someone in particular. And that someone is usually important in our life. Some of us become doctors because of our parents, some of us pretend to be somone else to make other people happy, some of us persue a dream that was never ours, some lovers do more than it should to make their partner laugh, some friends hurt you badly because the wanted you to feel the pain and in contrast, some of us push ourself to the limit for a reason not to hurt another soul. Then, there are a few of us, who do certain things because of ourself. We are not selfish, but we just don't see what we are actually doing or rather what are consequences of our actions. We do things to make others happy but indirectly hurting the person or maybe ourself, We do certain things so that we could be happy but at the end causing more pain, we do charity to be noticeable, we date so that we could not be alone and there are people who does stupid things because the believe the deserve it. We do many things that are questionable ... but how many of us actually find an answer that we are satisfy and content with? I believe that when one person decided to do something, or rather had the decision to do it even just about anything; there should not be regret in doing it. To me, you must always believe in yourself. Whatever you do, you did it for a reason. There is no one to answer but to yourself, your values, your believes and your principles because at the end of the day, everyone will look up onto you because of your values, believes and principles. (That doesn't sound right, ain't it???) One should be content with their actions and decisions. One should uphold the consequences of the actions and thoughts. And most importantly; one should do something not because of other people or for themselves but rather for the objective of the cause of action, let it be bad or good. ... I think this is a waste of time. I am so sorry that you guys have to endure the pain of reading it. I am glad you guys survive it! I have no idea why I wrote something like that. Must be the spur of the moment or maybe the CNY biscuits I have just eaten. SHIT! Mum is so going to kill me ... better finish the tub so no one will notice | 
6 Comments:
hmmmm...ok that makes a whole lot of sense. Makes me think why I am here sufferring broke and unable to see a movie for weeks; cos my passion is film and I want to learn it at all costs. Even at the cost of going without a few luxuries...cool u are finally writing thoughts :)
Want pineapple tarts? Can intro you to this person who makes em so delicious that it melts in your mouths!
RM19 per box!!Sedapnya..okok, it had nothing to do with the topic save the word CNY..
are you ok? everytime i try to talk to you this week, you seemed down. worried for you leh...don't worry. i'll be up soon and then we can go shopping. or at least you can see me shop and help also la. you know how bad i am at choosing clothes. hehe...mwaah! see you soon dear!
Hey that wasn't trash! And I completely identify with what u said. Come to think of it, I feel I alway hurt myself because I do things for others, or hang or depend too much on people. Bleh. Cheers!
take it easy andrew...
aysh - yeah...never like to write about serious stuff from my brains. Kinda scared everyone will know! haha
Dee - I dont have rm19 la! Broke le ~ Mayb you can treat me to one or two piece if you buy ya!
Lynn - I can never hide things from you. Muax! Love you to bits!
lewisharolds56649518 - Go away!
Vini - Then maybe you should do something for yourself. You know, balance up things!
Anonymous - I will (who are you again?)
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