I am feeling lost ... or rather unproductive. It's half way through the semester and I felt like the whole world is on me. Been quite moody, dissapointed, sad and a loser this few days. Not to mention, I am extremely broke (there goes the ice-creams, shopping and eating solution factor!!!). Anyhow - I am not in the best of mood. Juggling some tension in between thus I might burst out sometime. Sorry for those who had to taste my bitterness. There is like a whole list of things to do but unattended due to SO MANY factors! Its so weird how things are depended on certain things, issues, props or people. You dont get one thing going, none move! I tried getting the ball rolling but each time it rolls half way, you gotta roll it all over again because it rolls on the wrong direction. Waste of time. At present moment, I feel like a big pile of multi purpose yellow-page directory. I suppose this is the environment and nature of my friendships. It's not that I am seeking for attention or compassion from friends, but what happen to the fundamental of friendship? I am so GLAD I "still" have certain friends who helped me through out the hard and soft of my journey. Tx so much ... For those who have bad intention - go to hell. I suppose I have no one to blame but myself for all the crap in the world. Everything is so ***king screwed up and everything is just bloody moves backward or rather not moved at all. Sigh* Whatever la ... why should I care so much about school work or assignments. I rather do something that will make me feel happier. Plan to dissapear a while. Leave all this bullshit behind and seek for the andrew that time and work has killed. Anyway, the bottom line is what I felt. I rather not justify my statements and write an entire blog aka analytical paper on why I feel that way and what have you. Present moment, the only good thing that happened is the rain - no water ratio, everyone happy - happy society. It's just personal feelings I am pouring out. No hard feelings ... Would like to credit my shower for keeping me calm and cool | 
9 Comments:
*hugs*
everyone goes through rough patches..just remember that!
btw if u need any help with those ass-holic assignments just ask. will help if i can.
i agree
taking showers is therapeutic
:D
i live outside the dam, so no water rationing for me!
just stay calm, and break issues into smaller pieces. It's less scary that way. You've been through more, so be confident this isn't the worse.
Well I'll still be around to buy you ice cream hehehe...
dee - thanks dear, can "still" manage ... will ask if i need help
D - hehe ... lucky you!
ken - yup, tx for hearing me out. sorry if i've been an ass-H
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